Stray cat


DID YOU KNOW?

Türkiye is characterized by a widespread culture of affection and companionship toward animals. Reflecting this, the country’s first animal protection law was enacted in 2004 during the EU accession process, establishing standards for managing and protecting the rights of stray animals (Özen, 2017). However, the government recently passed a controversial law that confines stray animals to inhumane conditions, subjects them to brutal deaths, and enforces strict euthanasia practices. This recent legislation has triggered a massive backlash from the public, particularly from activists, volunteer caregivers, and opposition groups (Michaelson, 2024b). (From my organization studies Participatory Action Research Proposal, 2024)

Because humans are the species that invaded the natural habitats of these animals, ‘stray’ is not the rightful term to describe them or discuss the surrounding issue. As a side note to this poem and title, I want to emphasize that we have lost, and continue to lose countless living beings, while volunteers are being marginalized and, in certain cases, even exposed to violence. Sterilization is the most effective and humane practice for managing animal overpopulation; when systematically applied and regulated by municipalities, it has been found to achieve the best results in population reduction and protection. Instead, the cost of municipal negligence and inaction is now being forced onto the animals themselves, making them targets for a crisis that was never their fault. Through this work, we highlight the theme of “home”, rights for all and call out the anthropocentric lens that leaves these animals and their fundamental rights behind.

Trigger warning: sensitive themes, words, news regarding animal rights and violence towards animals.

“A Turkish Interior Ministry advisor told the commission that approximately 975,000 stray animals have been “collected” since March 15, 2025—representing 78 percent of the estimated 1.25 million stray animals that existed when the current policy began.“

Original source (https://balkaninsight.com/2026/04/23/turkey-removes-nearly-one-million-street-animals-in-a-year/bi/)

It is crucial to note that ‘collecting’ actually means confining these animals to shelters with terrible conditions and subjecting them to euthanasia methods that are neither painless nor fair. Statistically, euthanasia is not an effective population control method (Literature available if requested).

Furthermore, some of these collected animals already have caretakers; for instance, they are actively looked after by volunteers, local shopkeepers, or non-profit organizations.

Cezve, who had been beloved by one of the apartment tenants, deprived from her right to live by a violent men, due to lack of protective laws and legislations. https://tr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cezve_(kedi)

“Matmazel”, the beloved friend of many was a victim of violence, she was on the street yet had a crowded family. (Original source: https://artdogistanbul.com/en/the-death-of-matmazel-sparks-outrage-across-turkiye/)



A roof, a room, a cooking meal
Oil, spice, and a cozy light
I travel to countries
Visit history and ancient ruins
I talk to people
Strangers, friends, family
Somehow this world
Still cannot contain me

Came here without my will
Relentless decisions
I had to raise this child
It is so heavy, downhill
I count pennies, then earn money
Get a bigger room
Maybe it is on the way, some company
Garden view

Away from death and shame
I run for so long
Yet still I don't belong
Something is missing
Making me want to be missing
Making me want to end it all
No matter how I try
Never a natural, always a hard achiever

I seed dreams, watch them grow
Then I watch them burn
'Cause there is always a better candidate
I love science
Treat it as destiny,
Only salvation from demise
My brain keeps producing
All on paper comes as lines
They expect numbers and figures
My words have no worth in their eyes

I aspire to work hard
When did I lose the joy of learning?
Having no direction or idol
Just a wild sea sailing
I seek approval, claps, and glory
Yet I feel so fake in my own skin
No matter how high the ladder
It is always small,
No victory brings happiness
It gets numb, dark, and thunder

I had never been so lost
Losing all spark, living with a ghost
Thus I list a million falls
All the what-ifs
Losses loom larger than gains
First lesson of theory
I am getting erased in the maze

I don't know who she is
If not a scientist
I don't know who she is
If not chasing high dreams
I don't know where she belongs
Where is home to go back to
Twenty-six years
Still no trace of a place

Not forced, gently held
I try everything
Took every leap
Jump through each mountain
Yet when you are brave
Looking strong and fearless
People assume you don't suffer
When you seem like living
Nobody guesses the death under

One, two, three
I try every heart massage
Each time she comes back from death
Searching for the old version
When you come too far
Swim for too long
Raising every bar
A light so bright
Attempts to shed on the dark
People don't see
How consumed you are

Hands on your neck
Suffocated, ridiculed, humiliated
By all of my wasted potential
'Cause each time I hope
It ends up being my end
My death is silent
Prolonged twenty-six-year pretender

As I barely get along
Holding the surface
Against the stream pulling me
No one adds to the force
As I seem to be okay
Do normal, no emotions, hey
Me being the strong one
The brave, the edgy, sharp tongue
Nobody notices
I can taste the soil in my mouth
The corpse buried
All promises undelivered
My death is silent

I highly achieve the art of living
I act so well, trick all that I am surviving
All my dreams crumble
Bruise my hands and fallen shoulders
I search for soup in the ice-cold winter
I search from the windows
Cats and impossible lovers
No sign of a roof on top

My soul is a stray
Believing a second's last warmth
Never forgetting a smile
Stabs aching on my back
I jump through houses
Tragedies and happy endings
I cannot find her again
Grieving every day harder
Thus I create foes
Bleed scars from old wounds

My soul is a stray
A wet cat in the rain's debt
I have a thousand families in the world
You count the countries
Suburbs and mysteries
A thousand people cross my path
No sign of a warm couch
Or a kiss on my forehead

I look to the sky
Searching for a god to complain to
This is my baby
It existed even before me
The slipping life essence
White coats in cold wishes
This is my baby
It was my love
Even before you
The sunlight shining through
It kept me warm
Kept me here
Felt like I could belong
If I understand the other

This is my baby
I will keep my promise
Hold it dearly
Even if the weight is killing me
My shoulders leaving me
Be the mother
Be the father
Be a gentle lover
Be all you have not been to me
All the memories never given
The warm family forbidden
Be the sun, be the moon
Give me a careless childhood
A child so joyful
Be everything you have not
Be the luck, be the fire
Merge my broken bones
Redeem my frozen heart

My soul is in the streets
I am watching her
Floating in the air
A spectator in my own life
The best and the worst person in the world
Like a Trier movie
I cannot merge her anywhere
Sobbing on the floor,
Whose room is this?
What am I doing on this tour?

I thought it would be cured
Having someone, or a bigger room to live in
It is a never-ending unbelonging
As if I was put in this world
Unidentified object, rare
I change puzzles
Puzzles change me,
Still this is no home,
I lie down under the sea

When my beloved goes away
Changes worlds,
Lost in an ashtray
When I wait for the only face I miss
As well as my orange baby,
Visiting me while I am in a white dress
Seeking redemption
In a pseudo dream's hug and fiction

I am always cold as winter
Child of January,
Never should have been here
It is not my will, nor my choice
I cannot end it, or enforce
I only walk at midnights
Nights walk all over me

I violently purr to strangers,
Toe beans damaged kilometers
Pet the cat once, or be gentle
Even if you do not care
She takes an oath, loving and loyal to protect
So don't pet at all
If you are not meant to stay
'Cause she confuses fake socials
With real love's trace

I walk, run, and jump
Arriving nowhere close
I only get invited to
Joyful families, feasts, and tables
Guest actress, stray cat under
I talk, laugh, always make a joke
I pretend living so well
Even my death is unsure
Though I am convinced
I wasn't supposed to be here or there
Too big, small, aware
For my country, or old family there

Like that orange little cat
Only loved when it behaves
Or perhaps Kafka's Gregor
You are only worth your work
Or the success they search for
I did everything right
Follow the script, no drift apart
Relations of states, wars, and peace
Politics of us, and psyche under
Still I couldn't reach that dream
Cannot touch it, it is too far

I seek evidence
Keep going, it will turn out better
No sign of sun
I pretend living so well
My death and despair questions:
Are you an imposter in our misery?
It is invisible, witty, and cruel
No trace is written on my face
My resilient figure and big jumps
Thus I cannot make anyone believe,
I don't call for rescue,
Going one battle after another

I recognize and hold pain so well
Just because I carry it so well
I am the first one not spared
My self is a stranger
Only pretending a strength
That I wished to never have

Only felt home once
When Arya was here
We were making head bumps
I wrote poems and composed songs
When I was still alive with him
Smelling his fur
That white little paw

Pinky beans on toes
Green eyes and oranges
Seeing me better than anyone
Loving unconditionally
Two strays, one home

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